hello fellow people/persons of the earth.

This place sucks. My house is so fucking boring i dont know why i always want to be here... hmm.

Yesterday Mandy got to come over, we did our science models (WHOA! thats the first time in ... FOREVER that iv done a model for ANYTHING!!!) *ahem* i think mines SHITTY! oh well thats cause its all... retarded and stuff and i like to use the hot glue gun alot XD. Yeah its kinda hard to build a model and talk to Will on the phone tho...*sigh* hes so effin ADHD. XD

I still say he is one of the weirdest people iv ever met, well excluding Adam cause Adam says some stuff that i think hes fucking crazy for sayin em about me, oh well hes retarded XD just kiddin Adam. and I DONT FUCKING HATE YOU!!

Hmmm well we had KFC today, it was so effin good! i swear, maybe its cause i didnt have lunch today or dinner yesterday... thatll do it i think. yeah... i ate WAY to effin much. then i was talking to myself and all... and i said i wasnt going to be able to eat lunch tomorrow, my daddy looked really fuckin pissed off. *sigh* its not good when he gets pissed, he yells alot and its kinda scary...

Last night we were going to watch House of Wax, i watched like the first... 2-5 mins, then i kinda passed out. Mandy woke me up and the end and Helena was playin, twas fucking bitchen. hehe i like that word... Bitchen, but i like MY word that i made up. kinda on accident lol i said Radass when i ment to say Badass lol i thought it was funny as hell and i think you think that im fucking retarded so im going to log off now...

Leave me Violent Romance s of i think i will hurt myself and you. leave me Violent Romance , i dont wanna hurt myself to much anymore. some people prefer it when i dont have um hell i forgot....Hahaha i typed fagot instead of forgot, told ya im retarded...

NOW LEAVE ME COMMENTS OR ILL FUCKING KILL YOU! AND YOU LITTLE DOG TOO! XD

Brina Michelle

Currently Listening The Used By The Used 5 Poetic Tragedy see related

hey hey lovlies!

 How are you all today? im ok, but i stayed home cause i felt like shit. emotionally and physiclly. Mum was mad about it too.

oh oh oh I dont have a d anymore!!!! YAY!that means mandy can maybe come over tomorrow.

I talked mother into getting me Sleepy Hollow for Christmas, heh i was happy that was yesterday when we were dropping off the dry cleaning.

Alex had a Doctors Appointment, i had to wait in the waiting room,  there was a little girl there and hehe she was throwing the papers around, it was cute and her mom was pissed as hell XD. then there was an old lady who had Alztimes(Sp?), it was so sad even tho i didnt know her. Some lady that was at the hospital with her asked if she remembered her... its just crushing.

HmmmMmmm i dont know Mandy wrote this poem that imma gonna post, she said it reminded her of me, (awwwwww XD) hmmm. Jon says she needs medication, Mandy, you dont need it and you know that same with the psyco doctor. Hmm i made thos cds for you too Mandy ill give em to you tomorrow okydoke.

Well i think im going to log now read the poem that Mandy wote \/ down there

What is it that I lack?
For you do not notice me.
This world is dark and black,
But when with you I can see.
You brighten my life,
For I have fallen for you.
I know I'll never be your wife,
And there's one thing left to do.
Let me pour out my heart,
Let me dig into my skin.
It's tearing me apart,
And I know I'll never win.
You should pay no mind,
I'll just wish our love could bloom.
There's better you can find,
But my love, you've sealed my doom.

I <3 it

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Currently Listening In Love and Death By The Used Yesterday's Feelings see related

Grr...just Grrrrrrrr

SO how are you all today? im so effin tired. i woke up to shrill screaming T-T i hate thoes children*Yawns* plus i was not having fun with the dream i was a having, so ill NOT post what it was about, almost cried. . .thats sad i know crying over a dream. . .

ok well on a happier note im going to get my stuff for my model today, i hope, mum said she wouldnt take me so i said "well you say you DONT want me to fail, but yet you wont suply me with what i need to pass" hehe i said that in front of Jason he looked confused.

Yesterday, Shamara and Katrina came by. it was cool. i dont know what the in the name of hell im doing for halloween. Mum wants me to go with her, FUCK THAT! like i want to be ANYWHERE  near HER on my favorite day. . .

Well i think im going to go back to bed, im so tired, plus i need to just, i dont know, if i zone out ill think about that dream which i DONT want to do, not right now, maybe later ill think it all through. . . heh, its funny in a sort. . . oh well ok im leaving

leave me bunches of comments

Brina Michelle

lol i know i just copyed and pasted that, but leave comments on both sites. please?      And fuck that jere, if you were my friend you woildnt have to ask why im mad at you

Does it make me that much of a loser to like someone?

Well it seems to me it does *sighs* how come when i do find someone i like  people poke fun at me it makes me sad! Yes jon what you comment said, yes i do, im so sad! its not cool. i dont like to be sad..but i always am....

Yesterday, i went walking with Mandy Adam Jon Nick and Mir, it was fun, i beat up that truck thats always there, that was fun, i think it scared jon. hm then we went to their house and meet up with Will Micheal and his girlfriend, we saw Chris and brendan tho, i was happy to see him.......

yeah then we went to my house and some fucking crazy woman went fucking crazy on us! yeah that was not kool, mum called the cops yay mum! then after they left, Will called me from Nicks, yeah i put him to sleep, told you people i was boring!!  yeah...

Mandy went home earlier, and my enternet died, i was so fucking pissed off. and i was waiting for it to come back on, then mum told me to eat i said i was not at all hungry and  she said "youv only had lunch you need to eat now" i told her, oh yes so you can tell me im fat AGAIN! cause she did today... and then i went outside and cried about a bunch of stuff *tear* oh well i guess, i jjust recomend dont do it when its cold cause it hurts...

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Oh man im so fucking happy!

Tomorrow is the 6flags trip so i wont be home from after school till sunday night sorry peps! But i will get to see some of my friends i dont get to see that often (Chris Patrik, Adam, so on so forth) Its gonna be fun, and yeahm not sure i trust myself to swim in the pool with some of them but oh well XD XD XD hahaha sorry that wasnot right.

I took two tests in science today Blah! i was so confused lol i got messed up because i was studing for 2 test at once and that fucks with my brain<haha thats the same letters as in brina...

XxXBrina michelleXxX go to my other site and comment that one, and subscribe, im only going to update this one a few times and sdial1990 im making into a icon and code site so ther! OH SNAP SON! XD  ok off to bed with me now luv ya peps leave me comments on both sites!